Reply To: After second date.
the sensation is physical. like an iron bar. and when I try to imagine the bar not existing, it feels like i’m going to fall.
it ain’t your classic “butterflies in the stomach” nervousness. More like if I allow my real identity to emerge (the identity that is free–kind of like Freud’s id) it will kill me. Like i said–it’s weird and I’m not going to solve it on a forum–you’re right about that. Once I solve it maybe I’ll submit an article to a psych journal.