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Cancel everything. When she asks why, say for lying to me. Do not explain, no matter how much she asks. Tell her if you’re ever ready to talk to her again, the first thing you want to hear out of her mouth is the truth. Fuck the money. This trip will eat your soul. Take a month or more off. Zero contact. Start from the beginning. Again, a no commitment relationship. See other people, take her on great dates, make yourself scarce.